1T 1S NOT TH3 OPPOS1T3 OF MY B1RTHD4Y >:/ UNL3SS YOU M34N 4NY D4Y TH4T 1S NOT MY B1RTHD4Y 1N WH1CH C4S3 TH4T 1S R34LLY DUMB 4ND 1 R3FUS3 TO 4CKNOWL3DG3 1T
I feel like I should at least explain why I am so angry and exactly who made me so upset with this entire trainwreck of a conversation and why I am worried about the conviction of it all.
Because Terezi, we both have been in groups together that fell apart as quickly as they were built when a number of the group found something to be a magpie at.
I feel like it would be best for us to express our feelings over something that is not a text based medium to proper tones/easier explanation can happen.
Because despite all of this, I do see you as a friend, and I do not want to lose it over something that we could work on and fix.
You can choose a time and location, and I will be there.
After a considerable amount of time, there's a letter shoved into Sasha's mailbox
WOW RUD3 W4TCH1NG MY B4CK M1GHT B3 4 L1TTL3 D1FF1CULT!!! 3V3N 1F 1 D1D H4V3 TWO WORK1NG 3Y3B4LLS
4LSO YOUR B1RTHD4Y 4ND UNB1RTHD4Y TR4D1T1ONS 4R3 DUMB 1 4M GO1NG TO R3TURN 4LL OF YOUR G1FTS TO YOU JUST TO T34CH YOU 4 L3SSON 4BOUT M4K1NG UP DUMB TR4D1T1ONS
TH4NK YOU FOR SHOW1NG UP WH3N YOU D1D. 1 DONT TH1NK W3 WOULD H4V3 3V3R F1GUR3D OUT TH4T M3SS W1THOUT YOU. BUT 1T WONT H4PP3N 4G41N. 1 4SK3D Z3PHYR TO L3T M3 H34R TH3 TR33S TOO. SO 1 4M GO1NG TO L34RN HOW TO L1ST3N TO TH3M 4ND TH3Y WONT H4V3 TO STRUGGL3 TO G3T OUR 4TT3NT1ON 4NYMOR3.
1 W1SH3D FOR SOM3 OTH3R TH1NGS TOO. JUST SOM3 STUFF TO M4K3 STR1NG 4ND ROP3 BUT 1 H4D SOM3 L3FTOV3RS FROM TH1S B4TCH SO 1 M4D3 YOU SOM3TH1NG.
[There's a few flowers knots taped to the paper here. They're small and a little frayed, but not terrible.]
YOU S41D YOU L1K3D SUNFLOW3RS R1GHT? TH3S3 K1ND OF R3M1ND3D M3 OF TH3M. 1 4M NOT V3RY GOOD 4T SP1NN1NG H3MP Y3T SO 1 HOP3 TH3Y 4R3 OK4Y. >:?
1 TH1NK TH4T 1S 4LL 1 H4V3 TO S4Y H3R3. 1 JUST W4NT3D TO L3T YOU KNOW TH4T W3 4R3 GO1NG TO DO OUR B3ST TO T4K3 C4R3 OF TH1S PL4C3. 4ND OF Z3PHYR. W3 WONT L3T 4NYTH1NG H4PP3N TO 31TH3R OF TH3M.
--T3R3Z1
An Outbound Letter to Threepi, dated with the above letter.
H4V3 YOU 3V3R W4NT3D TO G3T 4 L3TT3R FROM 4 STR4NG3R? CONGR4TUL4T1ONS YOU C4N NOW CROSS TH4T OFF YOUR L1ST.
TH1S 1S PROB4BLY K1ND OF W31RD SO 1 4M JUST GO1NG TO D1V3 R1GHT 1NTO TH1S. H1. MY N4M3 1S T3R3Z1 PYROP3. 1 4M 4 TROLL. 1 L1V3 1N TH3 M34DOUS. WH1CH PROB4BLY M34NS NOTH1NG TO YOU JUST L1K3 C41POR4 M34NS NOTH1NG TO M3. 1 H4V3 NO 1D34 WH3R3 TH3Y 4R3 1N R3L4T1ON TO 34CH OTH3R. >:? GOOD ST4RT.
D331 TOLD M3 4 L1TTL3 B1T 4BOUT YOU. H3 S41D 1F 1 W4NT3D 4 DR4GON P3NP4L TH4T YOU WOULD B3 TH3 ON3 TO WR1T3 TO. 1N C4S3 YOU W3R3 WOND3R1NG WH4T PROMPT3D TH1S. H3 4LSO S41D TH4T YOU L1K3 D3S1GN 4ND 4RCH1T3CTUR3 4ND 3NG1N33R1NG SO M4YB3 1 SHOULD L3V3L TH3 PL4Y1NG F13LD FOR YOU. 1 L1K3 4RT 4ND L4W. 1 US3D TO W4NT TO B3 4 L3G1SL4C3R4TOR WH1CH 1S L1K3 4 R34LLY COOL BOUNTY HUNT3R TH4T C4PTUR3S CR1M1N4LS FOR JUST1C3. DO YOU H4V3 STUFF L1K3 TH4T?
TH3R3 1S NOT 4 LOT OF WORK FOR TH4T H3R3 SO NOW 1 M4K3 ROP3S 4ND N3TS 4ND MY FR13ND 1ZZY 1S GO1NG TO T34CH M3 HOW TO F1SH W1TH TH3M. TH3R3 1S 4 LOT OF COOL P3OPL3 H3R3 BUT TH3Y 4R3 NOT 4LLOW3D TO KNOW TH4T. TH4T 1S CL4SS1F13D 1NFORM4T1ON TH4T 1 4M SH4R1NG. K33P 1T UND3R WR4PS. (TH1S 1S TH3 P4RT WH3R3 W3 BOTH PUT ON D4RK SUNGL4SS3S 4ND NOD STO1CLY TO CONF1RM TH3 TR4NSM1SS1ON OF TOP S3CR3T 1NFORM4T1ON. 1F YOU C4N W34R SUNGL4SS3S. 1 D1D NOT CONS1D3R TH4T B3FOR3 WR1T1NG TH4T S3NT3NC3 >:?)
WH4T K1ND OF PL4C3 1S C41POR4? 4ND WH4T K1ND OF HOM3 DO YOU L1V3 1N?
TH3 M34DOUS 1S MOSTLY 4 B1G F13LD W1TH FOR3ST 4ROUND 1T. 1 L1V3 1N TH3 TR33S 4T TH3 3DG3 OF TH3 F13LD. 3V3RYON3 3LS3 L1V3S 1N TH3 F13LD 1N UND3RGROUND H1V3S. TH3R3 1S 4LSO 4 B34CH 4ND SOM3 MOUNT41NS 4ND 4 JUNGL3. TH3 JUNGL3 H4S 4 LOT OF GOOD CL1MB1NG TR33S 4ND V1N3S TO SW1NG 4ROUND ON.
TH4T 1S PROB4BLY 3NOUGH QU3ST1ONS 4ND STUFF FOR NOW. >:? 1 4M GO1NG TO S3ND TH1S. 1F YOU W4NT TO WR1T3 B4CK, 1 TH1NK YOU C4N 4SK YOUR GOD P3RSON TO S3ND 1T B4CK TO TH3 M34DOUS? OR TO G1V3 1T TO Z3PHYR 4ND TH3Y C4N G3T 1T B4CK H3R3.
--T3R3Z1 PYROP3
folded neatly but with a paw print and teeth marks on the side
I don't really know how I'm supposed to ask this, I know you offered but it feels weird to be dumping all my shit on someone who wasn't there and probably has a million better things to do with their time than deal with it--
[ there's a lot crossed out and erased here, all of it varying levels of self depreciation, sorry for the mess. ]
I guess basically I'm just wondering if you have any spare time anytime soon or whenever and feel like talking for a bit and if not I'm sorry I'm wasting your time.
Terezi, [ though her name's smudged via paw print ]
I don't really know. To be honest, in person's kind of an intimidating option, but it's not really something that's easy to explain or demonstrate in a letter.
But I think I already told you all that on the board. Can't remember. Most things are a blur nowadays anyway.
Is there someplace around here that's good for these sort of things? I don't know what you'd call it. But I guess any place that's quiet and private. I wouldn't want anything to accidentally happen to your treehouse.
As much as I want to say it's nothing like that, I honestly don't know what to expect at this point. Maybe setting shit on fire's a potential hazard. I don't fucking know anymore.
Honestly, not too fond of the cold either. Didn't really know there was a beach around here though. So that could work, if you don't mind it.
I'm pretty sure it's a thing I can't do but we'll call it a possibility because I literally don't fucking know if it is for sure.
Anytime works for me. I'm not exactly busy. Whatever works best for you. If you really want to. No pressure.
Honestly I hope it's not a date because it's sounding like it would be the worst date ever. I know you're joking and all. But actual shittiest date in the universe.
the last note comes a few days later - which is definitely after their initially agreed upon not-date. unsigned, but she'll recognize the writing and pawprint. ]
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